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i've come to a conclusion.
i hate it when you see beautiful people ruin themsemves by doing outlandish things. cutting, purging, drinking, drugs, etc. all these things because they believe that they will gain beauty and attention for their actions. i wont sit here and say i havent wished myself that i had more beauty and wished that my body was more appealing to others. i have thought this many times, and will probably contuine to do so until the day that i die. the only thing is, i have enough pride to wait. i know that i will find someone who loves me for who i am, and i myself am just beginning to love myself for who i am. i am just started to apperciate my face, my body, and my mind.
i will not let other influence me. i am who i am, and who i want to be. guys may go for the aneroxic, slutty, drug-infested, alcholic party girls, but i don't want someone who doesn't love me for who i am, and what i am . i wont cut myself to ease any pain, because frankly, not one person i know in life has it bad enough to cut themselves. reguardless if they do have it bad, they still have enough good to cancle all of that out .
everyone i know is beautiful, in every way shape or form. form: something that most females have a problem with accepting, and loving themselves. most girls in out day think they have to be size 000 to be good-looking. and the fact that alot of these girls purge to get to the set goal they have is repulsing. if i was a guy and i knew that my girlfriend, or even just a girl was purging and cutting, i would cringe at the fact of them being with me. why would someone do that to themselves?
you are all beautiful. you all have somebody that loves you for who you are. don't ruin yourselves by trying to perfect yourself. nobody is perfect, and nobody ever will be. stop saying "i'm fat" because to be honest, half of you are skinny enough already to make me want to feed you. they are bigger people out ther are are fine with themselves, you all should learn from it. don't cut to take out yours sad and depressing emotions. get the fuck over it, everyone else does. don't drink to ease any pain, or to forget about past experiances. don't sell your body because you think that you'll get more attention, it only make you a whore, and guys will only go out with you because they know what you do, and how you be, a slut. be patient. don't be supid and peddy.
i wouldn't sit here and critize you all if i didn't first hand experiance it. i've dont it all.
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